2:46 p.m. - 2008-08-06
natural
It has been a while. The longer it takes me to make an entry the harder it becomes. There is so much that has happened and so much that I have been feeling.
Wow, having a child in amazing. Yes, even the laboring and birthing part. The first time I saw my Wyatt, he was all purpley blue and slimey, my heart skipped a few beats. He didn't cry just 2 little whimmpers. Then he was on my chest eyes wide open looking up at me. Still that is my favorite place to have him--- it is right where he belongs.
Now, whenever I feed him or look at a bottle of breastmilk I am overcome with my abilities to mother. It has been so natural-- more so than anything I have ever done. He fits with us and for that I am so grateful. I worried if I would be up to this family thing, or more importantly that I would be able to do it.
