5:32 p.m. - 2008-09-21
I remember you...
I was just reminded of my baby I lost. As I was making my way through the blogging world, I stumbled across a blog and discovered that the author had just miscarried at 13 weeks. Wow, that was closer to home than I expected and reading about her D&C and feeling the sorrow in her words took me back to 3 years ago when we were living through the same things.
The ache lingered for longer than I thought it would, and even though I have other distractions and a beautiful little boy, it is still there. I am much better at shoving it back into it's hiding place now and I keep getting better at it as time goes by.
Maybe that is why Fall brings with it a little bit of sorrow, maybe that is way pregnancy still scares me, maybe that is why most of the time I feel satisfied with just one babe. Maybe I'll never know, but today I remember my little one that didn't make it. I remember all the memories we didn't get to make and all the memories I wish I didn't remember.
I remember you.
