1:33 p.m. - 2008-11-03
only for NaBloPoMo
I have been cuddling my lil' Wy for the last 2 hours. I just put him in his crib only so I could hurry and post for today. We are sick, so cuddling is the only thing to do.
I need a happy post. I re-read some of the recent posts and I am such a downer. The posts are pretty accurate to how I feel, but I have good moments, great moments too. Somehow I always forget to include those.
Like this morning since I was home sick I got to be here when Wy woke up. We pulled him into bed with us and he just laughed and giggled up at us. Then we took a nap together had a little snack--that didn't involve a pump nor a bottle and snuggled up together for a few hours. Occasionally he would wake up just enough to check and see if I was still there and then close his eyes and drift away again only after nuzzling into my neck and touching my face with his perfect little fingers. This child knows how to make me feel his love. I wish he could teach me-- more often than not I struggle letting people know how much I care for them. I am pretty sure most adults wouldn't enjoy a neck nuzzle as much as I do ....
