8:13 a.m. - 2008-11-24
do I need a test?
This weekend I had a series of nightmares. Two nights in a row I dreamt I was pregnant, really pregnant and I could feel the little bundle kicking me.
In the dream I didn't realize I was pregnant until I placed my hand on my still-stretched-out-from-the-last-baby belly and a leg lifted the saggy skin up to kick me. A wave of terror rushed over me and I grabbed Wades hand hoping he wouldn't feel the same thing... but she ( somehow I knew it was a girl) made herself known in the very same skin draping way. Nicely, I waited for Wade to wake up before I made him analyze it for me. He laughed at me and said if I had that dream one year ago I would have interpreted it as a vision from God and now, I define it as a nightmare.
The first time I had the dream, I brushed it off, this morning I am thinking about buying a pregnancy test so I can stop thinking about it. It's just a dream, right?!?
