3:33 p.m. - 2008-11-28
2 forms of birth control
After I literally had a melt down thinking about the possibility of being pregnant (do you really want to know why I freaked??? I don't think I can find a creative way to put it into words without sharing WAY TOO MUCH. So just believe me I was convinced that Birth control had failed me and my recent dreams were more than just nightmares) I decided I am going to require 2 forms of birth control for my own peace of mind.
Yes, being pregnant, again and right now, terrified me beyond words. I am 100% serious. I sobbed for hours thinking about it and I kept imagining poor Wyatt having a 9 month pregnant mommy at his 1st Birthday party. Since I should never even look at a swimsuit while pregnant my Water party plans would be ruined. And what about work, I swore I would never again leave my infant with another to go back to the office.
Well just in case I was wondering... I am SO NOT READY FOR #2!
