7:45 a.m. - 2009-04-27
an hour
I am losing an hour a day with my baby. Thinking of it starts the tears and stoping the tears is the hardest part. So I don't think of it until I am forced to which happens to be constantly.
This is not the life I imagined and I am riddled with remorse for what I can't give my baby. How will I make up for this time we are missing?
Just one more reminder of how we will never have another child. Not having anymore is the only good thing I can offer them.
